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Tove Lo - Habits (Stay High)
Blank Space - Taylor Swift

Today I feel like getting drunk. Dance until the sun comes out. I feel like it's the only thing that had made me feel something in the past months. Get lost in alcohol and forget the problems in my head. Getting drunk always helps me to get sleep easily. But today's not possible.
I also want to meet new people, people who doesn't know a thing about me, who will not judged me before getting to know me. Whatever, this kinds of things never happen to me.

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18 - One Direction
Therapy - All Time Low

I feel so lonely. I don't know when was the last time something interesting happened in my life. Nothing is exciting anymore. I feel like a machine, I wake up everyday and I do the same thing everyday, whith the same people. I don't know if i'll get through this year, I don't even know if i'll get trough this week.